Direktlänk till inlägg 14 oktober 2010
BPOV: The next day mom took me shopping. I got several new clothes ( I tried to protest but she igonored me). Today I was going to Forks High School. "Bella?" "Yes dad what is it?" "Can you come down a little?" "Ok".When I went down I saw a big truck. "Sweetie this is for you!" "What" I said. " I can't it's too much" I stuttered. "No Bella sweetie we love you and we just had it around anyways!" I hugged them and took my bag to go to school. When I was at Forks high I got to the parking lot and parked my car. I got out and saw everyone stare at me. I blushed. I took my bag and looked at my slips that I was going to hand the teachers. I looked at my schedule. I had P.E first. I went to P.E and I knew that this was'nt my type of thing to do. And I was right. I was a real klutz (A\N: DID I SPELL THAT RIGHT?) We were playing volley ball when suddenly I shot the ball at a guys back head.I blushed and stuttered "I'm so sorry!" He looked at me and said: "No that's alright I'm Mike, Mike Newton, you must be Isabella?" "Just Bella" Suddenly a girl came "She's got a great spike right?" "I'm Jessica by the way" "Hi Jessica!" I said and then ran to change. Next I had math and the class was soo boring I knew everything he said and everything from the questions and everything form the homework. Next was English and as the previous class I knew everything, but this class was not boring it was really fun. Now it was lunch. We went to the cafeteria and got luInch. Suddenly a few ghostpale students came in and I leaned in to Jessica to ask who they were. "That's the cullens, Dr and mrs Cullens foster kids. "They moved here from Alaska a few years ago. "They kind of keep to themselves because they are all together, like together together. "The blond girl over there that's Rosalie and the big dark guy Emmet they have like a thing". "The other girl is Alice she's really weird and she's with Jasper the blond one that looks like he's in pain". I Nodded and continued playing with my food when suddenly another ghostpale student came in. "Who's he"? "Thats Edward Cullen totally gorgeous but nobody here seems good enough for him, XXXXXXXXSIX MONTHS LATERXXXXXXXX BPOV: Me and Edward have been together for over six months now. Tonight is my sixteenth birthday and Alice being Alice did a party. I was opening on of the presents when suddenly I got a papercut and blood sipped out of my finger. Jasper came running towards me and the blood but before he did anything Edward pushed me out of the way and pushed Jasper on the grand piano. Then Edward drove me home after Carlisle fixed my arm. He pulled to my house but when he was going to carry me I stopped him. "Edward It's still my birthday can I ask one thing"? "Anything" "Kiss me"? He pressed his lips to mine and I kissed him back. He pulled back."I love you" I said. "I love you too" he said and smiled but it didn't reach his eyes. The next day none of them were in school. After school he was at my house. "lets go for a walk" he said. We went to a forest behind my house but he stopped me "Bella we have to leave forks" "Why"? He sighed "Carlisles is supposed to be ten years older than he looks". "Ok I have to figure out something to say to Charlie and Rene'e"! "No" "You just don't belong in my world Bella"! " Where you are is the right place for me". "You’re the very best part of my life"! He just sighed. "I shook my head and took a deep breath, trying to locate some courage". "If this is about my soul I don’t care! You can have my soul. I don’t want it without you—it’s yours already". "Bella, I don’t want you to come with me". "You… don’t… want me?" "Of course, I’ll always love you… in a way. But what happened the other night made me realize that it’s time for a change. Because I’m… tired of pretending to be something I’m not, Bella. I am not human" "You’re not good for me, Bella." "Just promise me one thing don't do anything reckless.... for Charlie and Rene'es sake" " I promise that this will be the last time you’ll see me. I won’t come back. I won’t put you through anything like this again. You can go on with your life without any more interference from me. It will be as if I’d never existed I promise". I shook my head. "I refuse to forget you" " XXXXXXXX FOUR MONTHS LATERXXXXXXXX CPOV(CHARLIE): Bella has been depressed for over two months this has to stop. It's all because of cullen... BPOV: The waves of pain that had only lapped at me before now reared high up and washed over my head, pulling me under. I did not resurface.Time passes. Even when it seems impossible. Even when each tick of the second hand aches like the pulse of blood behind a bruise. It passes unevenly, in strange lurches and dragging lulls, but pass it does. Even for me.I didn’t know much about psychoanalysis, but I was pretty sure that it didn’t work unless the subject was relatively honest. Sure, I could tell the truth—if I wanted to spend the rest of my life in a padded cell.As much as I struggled not to think of him, I did not struggle to forget. I worried—late in the night, when the exhaustion of sleep deprivation broke down my defenses—that it was all slipping away. That my mind was a sieve, and I would someday not be able to remember the precise color of his eyes, the feel of his cool skin, or the texture of his voice. I could not think of them, but I must remember them. Because there was just one thing that I had to believe to be able to live—I had to know that he existed. That was all. Everything else I could endure. So long as he existed.Forbidden to remember, terrified to forget; it was a hard line to walk. Today I stayed home because I was sick. As usual I sat there emotionless looking at no where when suddenly someone knocked at the door. I wondered who it was! It was too early for Rene'e and Charlie and Edward would never return, Then who is it?????
Don’t worry. You’re human—your memory is no more than a sieve. Time heals all wounds for your kind. "Will you forget"? "Well, I won’t forget. But my kind… we’re very easily distracted" "Goodbye Bella" he said and left me. With shaky legs, ignoring the fact that my action was useless, I followed him into the forest. The evidence of his path had disappeared instantly. There were no footprints, the leaves were still again, but I walked forward without thinking. I could not do anything else. I had to keep moving. If I stopped looking for him, it was over. Love, life, meaning… over.
XXXXXXXXSIX MONTHS LATERXXXXXXXX
BPOV: Me and Edward have been together for over six months now. Tonight is my sixteenth birthday and Alice being Alice did a party. I was opening on of the presents when suddenly I got a papercut and blood sipped out of my finger. Jasper came running towards me and the blood but before he did anything Edward pushed me out of the way and pushed Jasper on the grand piano. Then Edward drove me home after Carlisle fixed my arm. He pulled to my house but when he was going to carry me I stopped him. "Edward It's still my birthday can I ask one thing"? "Anything" "Kiss me"? He pressed his lips to mine and I kissed him back. He pulled back."I love you" I said. "I love you too" he said and smiled but it didn't reach his eyes. The next day none of them were in school. After school he was at my house. "lets go for a walk" he said. We went to a forest behind my house but he stopped me "Bella we have to leave forks" "Why"? He sighed "Carlisles is supposed to be ten years older than he looks". "Ok I have to figure out something to say to Charlie and Rene'e"! "No" "You just don't belong in my world Bella"! " Where you are is the right place for me". "You’re the very best part of my life"! He just sighed. "I shook my head and took a deep breath, trying to locate some courage". "If this is about my soul I don’t care! You can have my soul. I don’t want it without you—it’s yours already". "Bella, I don’t want you to come with me". "You… don’t… want me?" "Of course, I’ll always love you… in a way. But what happened the other night made me realize that it’s time for a change. Because I’m… tired of pretending to be something I’m not, Bella. I am not human" "You’re not good for me, Bella." "Just promise me one thing don't do anything reckless.... for Charlie and Rene'es sake" " I promise that this will be the last time you’ll see me. I won’t come back. I won’t put you through anything like this again. You can go on with your life without any more interference from me. It will be as if I’d never existed I promise". I shook my head. "I refuse to forget you" "
Don’t worry. You’re human—your memory is no more than a sieve. Time heals all wounds for your kind. "Will you forget"? "Well, I won’t forget. But my kind… we’re very easily distracted" "Goodbye Bella" he said and left me. With shaky legs, ignoring the fact that my action was useless, I followed him into the forest. The evidence of his path had disappeared instantly. There were no footprints, the leaves were still again, but I walked forward without thinking. I could not do anything else. I had to keep moving. If I stopped looking for him, it was over. Love, life, meaning… over.
XXXXXXXX FOUR MONTHS LATERXXXXXXXX
CPOV(CHARLIE): Bella has been depressed for over two months this has to stop. It's all because of cullen...
BPOV: The waves of pain that had only lapped at me before now reared high up and washed over my head, pulling me under. I did not resurface.Time passes. Even when it seems impossible. Even when each tick of the second hand aches like the pulse of blood behind a bruise. It passes unevenly, in strange lurches and dragging lulls, but pass it does. Even for me.I didn’t know much about psychoanalysis, but I was pretty sure that it didn’t work unless the subject was relatively honest. Sure, I could tell the truth—if I wanted to spend the rest of my life in a padded cell.As much as I struggled not to think of him, I did not struggle to forget. I worried—late in the night, when the exhaustion of sleep deprivation broke down my defenses—that it was all slipping away. That my mind was a sieve, and I would someday not be able to remember the precise color of his eyes, the feel of his cool skin, or the texture of his voice. I could not think of them, but I must remember them. Because there was just one thing that I had to believe to be able to live—I had to know that he existed. That was all. Everything else I could endure. So long as he existed.Forbidden to remember, terrified to forget; it was a hard line to walk. Today I stayed home because I was sick. As usual I sat there emotionless looking at no where when suddenly someone knocked at the door. I wondered who it was! It was too early for Rene'e and Charlie and Edward would never return, Then who is it?????
Hej! Tänkte bara skriva om min nya blogg! www.ilove-johnnydepp.bloggplatsen.se ...
Hej! jo nu är det så här att jag på senaste tiden tappat intresset för the twilight saga och robert så därför så tar jag nu en blogg paus och gör en ny blogg med mitt senaste intresse som är just Johnny depp anledningen är att han alltid varit min fa...
Just nu i detta ögonblick så fyller jag 14 år så jag kommer därför att inte blogga idag eller imorgon eller på några dagar :D ...
Hej sorry för den dåliga updateringen men jag har bara inte haft tid har stressat med prov och allt ni vet skolan...... Men jag fick ju resultatet av So provet i måndags och det var ganska roligt när han skulle ge mmig den haha det var jag och min ko...
Hola! Sitter just nu och lyssnar på pirates of the carribean the theme aso herregud vilken musik man rycks med vill bara stå upp och springa och larva mig (det skulle vara väldigt pinsamt!) det är därför att man vill röra sig och nynna med aja ska lä...
Må | Ti | On | To | Fr | Lö | Sö | |||
1 |
2 | 3 |
|||||||
4 |
5 |
6 |
7 |
8 |
9 |
10 |
|||
11 | 12 | 13 |
14 | 15 |
16 |
17 |
|||
18 |
19 |
20 |
21 |
22 |
23 |
24 |
|||
25 |
26 | 27 |
28 |
29 |
30 |
31 |
|||
|